If i had a gun would you pull the tirgger if i aimed it at my head…

losing someone forever and them telling you that, all i want to do is get hammered drive out into the country and drive as fast as i can and just crash… fuck i hate the world.

cheers for everyone being nice to me, but i am on the verge of just killing myself.

thank you, ex gf

Posted on March 22, 2012

I miss you

I miss coming home everyday and not being able to talk to you, not be able to hug you and hold you in my arms. That when we hugged I remembered you smelling my neck then pulling away and smiling. Then the kiss, the softest kiss in the world, when it became most natural it was like it was suppose to be. I miss that everyday…

When we would snuggle in bed, lying in bed during the day and we would be so close to each other the whole time. When we would be looking into each others eyes and my hand is pushing your hair past your face and then pulling you closer…

I hate this fucking distance! 18000kms and I am so fucking dirt poor… I can’t even hold the relationship….. it ends and you find someone else even though we both know that if I was in the same country as you this guy wouldn’t have a chance.

Don’t forget me because I will always love you and I’ll find a way to be with you again.

Posted on March 16, 2012